Why me? Why now?
It was the best day ever being single. The day seems brighter, the school seems cleaner, the people seem happier. I could have stayed home and weep about losing my boyfriend Isaiah he had the sweetest smile the most amazing eyes he was sweet to everyone and wanted to offer the world more than he could. But he just didn’t want me for my weirdness and such. How depriving...
Today there is no cloud in the sky, life seemed brighter, but it was very cold but a lil breezy. So I went with my friends like every morning but everyone was quiet Andy and Lucas left to seven eleven, Mary was listening to music but she didn't leave with Andy, I mean if your dating wouldn’t you hang out with him? Oh well, I just ignored it. Brenda was listening to duranguense and texting, Jesus was playing his PSP, and Luis sat down next to me. I found that awkward but comforting, at least someones talking to me. Luis starts “How are you?”
“I’m fine just tired what about you?”
“Ah, pues I’m good just bored you know?”
“Yeah I know, so what you plan on doing today?”
“Nada.”
“Oh...” there was a pause and i was cold my teeth started to chitter and I started shaking...
“You cold Margie?” he said with a cute smirk.
“Very!” “Here.” he wrapped his arm around me and hugged me his warm black shirt made me stop shaking. I don’t know what else but it felt good. so we all stand up Lucas comes back and Mary drags him to about 20 feet away from all of us then Brenda goes along with them. So I stayed and Luis Stands next to me and Andy starts messing around with me. Andy just grabs my shoulders firmly and shakes me saying “I’m cold!” So i held my arms out and hugged him. and the Luis hugs us and so did Jesus it was pretty awkward being the only girl in the hug.
Anyways the slight breeze brought Andy closer to me I felt like i was turning red. The way his charcoal jacket wrapped me made me feel like I was over a warm fire. Then his girlfriend, my best friend, Mary showed up and said “Hi” gave us hugs and left with Isaiah and Brenda. I felt awkward, in a way that I was hiding behind my hands, and I thought she got mad cause she didn’t come back. So I didn't know what to do.
Then first bell rang. In Ms. Chavez’s class the coffee smell, everyone talking, and I walking slowly in and I couldn't think let alone concentrate on our power point lesson, the teacher called my name a few times to snap me out of day dreaming. I kept dosing off. Second bell rang and i was off for Hettiger’s class, everyone quietly doing their warm up and sitting up-right, but math was no help either I have no idea what our homework is or what is a matrix I hope we were talking about the movie. but I highly think not...
Lunch bell.... I could not be more scared than right now, Mary didn’t talk at all.... I was terrified like someone was gonna kill me for hugging Andy. Mary’s brown eyes seemed to be filled wit hatred and sadness the look on her face was burning into my soul. I feel bad for it all. But she didn’t even give me the time of day! I thought ‘Maybe i should leave her alone’... Andy, right then, left her girlfriend and went and sat next to me. I was shocked at how drawn he was like a moth to the sight of light I asked him “What’s wrong with Mary?”
“Oh nothing.”
“Why does it look like she is about to cry?”
“I dunno.”
“Um okay?”
Andy and I were just talking the whole lunch period but everyone from our group looked at me as if they were mad at me, for talking to Andy.
Could life get anymore complicated? I spoke to soon... When School was over Andy came to me and said “Me and Mary just broke up.”
“What?!” i couldn’t believe it i just asked “Why?”
“Problems I guess.”
“Are you sad?”
“Nope not at all.”
“Um... Okay then? What are you planning to do? Well about all this?”
“I dunno...”
His mom came in a black avalanche and picked him up he bear and regular hugged me and said “Goodbye Margie!”
“Bye Andy!”
I was sitting there at the side entrance of the school thinking ‘What am i suppose to do? What if they ended because of Andy hanging out with me? How-’ and that’s where my thinking had paused because Mary, Brenda, and Isaiah came out the side entrance doors they paused stared at me until they all completely passed by me. I got more depressed. But i finally got up the nerve to go talk to Mary...
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